This isn’t a self-help book; it’s a book about how Geoff Dyer could do with a little help. In mordantly funny and thought-provoking prose, the author of Out of Sheer Rage describes a life most of us would love to live—and how that life frustrates and aggravates him.
As he travels from Amsterdam to Cambodia, Rome to Indonesia, Libya to Burning Man in the Black Rock Desert, Dyer flounders about in a sea of grievances, with fleeting moments of transcendental calm his only reward for living in a perpetual state of motion. But even as he recounts his side-splitting misadventures in each of these locales, Dyer is always able to sneak up and surprise you with insight into much more serious matters. Brilliantly riffing off our expectations of external and internal journeys, Dyer welcomes the reader as a companion, a fellow perambulator in search of something and nothing at the same time.
There are times, many times, when Dyer (Paris Trance, 1999, etc.) approaches "a kind of parable, one without any lesson or moral, a parable from which it would be impossible to learn anything or draw any conclusions," when you have to hold it obliquely and read it askance, finding its importance in the marginalia, all that glitters on the verge. And you have to be quick about it, because he keeps on the move: Detroit to Cambodia, New Orleans to Paris, Amsterdam, and Rome. He is adrift, distracted, agitated: "As soon as I had sat down, I would think, I'll stand up, and then, as soon as I had stood up, I would want to sit down." In counterpoint to Frank O’Hara, he would work along the lines of " ‘I did not do this and I did not do that,’ but predictably, I did not do this." He just wanted to get in the car and drive, but "the only place I really wanted to go was Rome, and I was there already." But for all the who’s-on-first rigmarole, the plaints of loss and decline, grousing about "the roller-coaster emotions of travel, its surges of exaltation, its troughs of despondency," Dyer is remarkably active and observant, his attentiveness aided more than once by helpings of mushrooms or marijuana. For all his professed loneliness, he spends plenty of time with women and friends, in amusement and openness, whether it be trying to calm a date who gets royally spooked by the power of his "skunk," or the clarity enjoyed in Amsterdam when he "unblocked all sorts of cafe chakras and was experiencing a sense of absolute calm"--or watchingBurning Man, engulfed in flames, buckle at the knee, as if "to step free of the fire that defined and claimed him."
While Dyer may feel he is swimming in custard, his descriptions of his days afloat in foreign landscapes are a compression of jolts that will stir his audience, elementally and disturbingly.